13apr`o6; 8.10pm-
CHITSIAN'S BDAY! (;
today kinda sarks lah.
damn no mood. fug da world!
aiyah. dun wan care about al the shit alr.
anw, miraculously,
boss msged me tday (:
ytd super fucking suey.
pon trg, alot of ppl buay song us.
said alot uf thgz worth thinking.
i mean, i noe its our fault that we pon lar.
but, i mean. dunid blow up this matter one right.
but wel, mayb u're nt the one spreading it lah.
nvm..anw.
seriously, im tired of it alr lah.
aiyah forget it.
whatever we do u also nt happy.
zzz. TIRED .
aft that, got back my bill. $66.
wanted t tel dad i pay teh bill myself,
but. my hong bao money ALL lost.
find like h e l l, gave up.
soo many bad things happened.
sarks lah. no wonder gt depression this morning.
but okay le(:
morning,
i cnt tahan laah,
kip thinking of alot of thggz.
and i duno whie the stupid tears wil flow dwn lah. damn.
not only once lor, everytym i tynk, den tears wil auto flow dwn.
i weakling lah.
i h8 t cry. fug.
recess, looked for weiting & amd.
usually wil b damn high. but not today.
sigh*
aft sch. wnt t eat. aft lunch,
amanda suggested t go mac,
and go crazy.
budden i v sian lah. i tel her. i confirm cnt high one tday.
she say i confirm can one <_<
den go mac slack.
true enuf, super high.
^^ laugh lyk crazzzyyyy.
played with soap (:
t0ok videos. HAHA.its in nijun's fone ^o^
den go weiting hse. super high aGn -.-
left her hse at ard 6.
went home.
zzz now super sian agn.
tynk about this training tingy.
seriously, i dun wan our friendship t b like that.
u're my best friend~ if nt, i would give a damn bout what u say & feel.
i rly rly rly dun wna lose a fren lyk u lah.
i feel v guilty, & super regret. haish.
i just cnt stand ppl giving me cold shoulders lah.
kaY, i noe. whatever i say nw, doesnt matter animore.
just wna say,
im sorrry.
dun wna blog animore,
tired, of everything.
bye.
FORGIVE nd FORGET.
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